Give way.
What a day.
Hah, went for blood test,
they took lesser blood this time,
but it was more painful,
cause the pressure of lower,
so the blood flowed out slowly,
ouch.
Was late for school,
hohoho,
missed like so many periods =D
I just love slack days.
Our video shoot was crap,
mr-you-know-who is a ridiculous person,
with a big round tummy.
The camera guy,
came like 1 hour late can,
so our whole shoot got delayed.
CHEH.
And we just march march awhile only.
The total time I spent in class was,
about one hour plus,
for the whole day!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAS!
And it was chinese from morning to noon,
crazy.
Went to collect ceremonial dress at HTA,
first u! Number one uniform!
Rocks, I tell you!
It's the most sudki one.
I think a took a too big size for myself -.-
I should have taken a size 5.
Instead of 6!
I love SianChing,
forever my confidante,
hee, her shoulders are always alwasy there,
for me to lie on,
especially on journeys to HTA!
I told her about my fears of going to intermediate,
school life,
she told me about hers as well,
we should catch up more squaddie!
And today,
on the return journey,
she slept on my shoulder instead,
her hair is so spikey,
I gave up trying to sleep on it.
First time, she slept.
Serious, I was shocked.
Dear squaddie, I know you are tired,
so all the saikang,
thanks, you're the best see,
loves.
Eh, be honoured lah,
you're the first person whom I whispered in your ear,
saying the three words can!
Went back to school,
then opposite to bubble tea,
Yu Ning appeared,
omg, she is so fierce after training!
TSK!
We are going bowling and we plan to do everything together,
even maluating ourselves!
HAHAHAHAHAHS!
the convo at the table was quite funny,
why, cause the ywere laughing at me!
HUMPH!
Homed with Fish Ning,
=D
Can you tell I'm annoyed.
Irritated, angry, pissed.
Cannot right.
I tell you I am.
I got back home,
saw one bowl of soup and rice,
so I started eating it.
Then like half the bowl gone,
my brother came down,
and then quarrelled with me over it.
Cause mum actually took it for him,
but he didn't want to eat,
ass, he started going crazy.
So many screaming and shouting,
he used the mop to throw at me,
like throwing javelin like that.
Gosh.
Mum and sister pretended nothing happen,
and continued doing their own things.
Gah, that's why I envy people,
with happy happy families.
Chey, I just get jealous lah.
After that, sister was being an ass as well,
she snatched the bathroom with me,
seriously, I let her go bathe first,
it's always like that,
I'm feeling so blah now,
seriously, wtf.
Sometimes, I hate the life that I have,
I miss the old times.
Gah, so emo,
then I will just suppress everything,
tell myself to tolerate,
then I'll run to my room and punch the wall.
I'm so annoyed now,
even when I feel like screaming at people who are talking to me,
told myself,
aiyah, also not their fault that I'm feeling like that,
gah.
Philippains 1 : 21-24
People like me,
just love to take the easier way out.
Sighs.
Seriously,
screwed up me.
Hah.
I'm not gonna play your game,
I'm not gonna to be so foolish,
like in the past,
I have learned my lesson.
Heartbreaker.
Dear dad, I need you around,
remind me that you still love me,
more than anything,
you love me THE MOST,
cause I feel super unloved, shitty and screwed up now.
`Your love
